Happy Vesak Day!!!

Happy Vesak Day everyone! 卫塞节快乐!

今天我没有出去，我想到处应该都有很多人吧，毕竟是公共假日。
反正，昨晚我和Libing & Kee Lee在Vivo City见面了！很久没有看到Kee Lee了，我们平时都很忙。她在考试，我就有空；我在考试，她正刚好放假。我放假的时候，她却出国玩去了，哈哈，要见个面实在是不容易啊……

不过Kee Lee生病了，她一直在咳嗽。Take care girl! I don't think you'll read this, but hope you have a speedy recovery! :D

Libing is very worried about the bunion on her feet. Bunion 是长在大脚指附近的旁边的类似骨头硬块的东西。它是由于长期穿着鞋子（Closed-toe shoes），因为一直包裹着脚，鞋子与脚旁边不断地磨擦而造成的。如果一直继续下去，这个东西会变得肿大，会痛，而且严重的话，患者还必须动手术将它切除。而我，其实天生就在右脚上长了这块东西，所以平时穿鞋或高跟鞋，我的右脚会比较容易感到疼痛。我只好尽量少穿这类的鞋子，尤其是那种脚尖很窄的鞋。

不过我最近似乎不是很在乎自己的身体，总觉得家人和朋友比自己重要很多。少了这些人，我无法想象我的生活要怎么过。不知是好事还是坏事，好像没了他们我就活不下去，哈哈。不过，也不能太依赖他们，每个人都有自己的生活，包括我自己。到现在，我还不知道以后的我会是怎样的，到底会从事怎样的工作，etc...不敢想，也不知道该从那里开始想，哈哈。

假日的感觉很不错，可以好好地休息。可是一旦过了今天，就不会再碰到假日了！直到8月才是国庆日，但到那个时候，我们都差不多要开学了咯…有没有这个假日，对我们来说都没用，哈哈。

喔，昨晚我陪我妈看了一集的《风行一世代》or something lidat la，是关于时尚的综艺节目。昨晚他们介绍了祺袍 Cheong Sum，很漂亮！不知道为什么，我从小就觉得祺袍很漂亮、很性感！哈哈。所以我有一个小小的愿望，就是能够在我的身材还没走样之前，可以穿上一次的祺袍！！
可是定做祺袍是很昂贵的！有机会、有钱再说吧，哈哈。

Many things to update about...

Yo! Haha...it feels like I have not updated for a long time, because sooooooo many things have happened in the past week..

Wednesday: I have found a new job. My aunt's recommendation, as a Purchaser Admin at Boschman Technologies (Asia) Pte Ltd. It's located at Tai Seng Ave, around Airport Rd that area, very near Eunos already...Hiany! I think I can go and visit you some day le! wahaha!!

Thursday: Work as usual...

Friday: Continue to work...My first real day at work, without my aunt's help. She needs to help out elsewhere, as well as to spend more time with her children during the holidays, so she asked me to go there and work. =) Work was ok la, really felt like a purchaser this time, as compared to last year at Comfort Delgro. This time I had to contact the suppliers myself and negotiate with them, check the pricing and stock availability with them etc. Last year, I am more of an admin staff, with the purchaser whom I'm under doing most of the liaising.. (that's his job anyway...haha..)

Saturday: Wah, havoc day. Had choir, then lunch, then went to HKHK (Hokkien Huay Kuan) at Toa Payoh to watch Chee guan and Ying tong's drama production...not bad guys! Keep it up!! :D

Then met Jiahui at Harbourfront MRT station for the BIZAD Freshmen Welcome tea at St James Power Station. Thanks to them, really, cos it's my first time there, it's cool! :P

Watched some Stardust finalists perform, especially the Bizad people, like Marvin, Kevin, Juli, Liza (she got 3rd for the competition but she's not from Bizad), erm...that's about all, haha..

Jiahui and I had no time to prepare for the event, so we did not sing, but went there to slack! Hiak hiak hiak...

We stayed from 6 plus all the way to about 11pm at night. Jiahui and I were high throughout, even without the influence of alcohol, haha. BUT we still drank! Have you seen 20 cups of shots in front of you like that? For free? haha...cos there were drinks coupons left, so the guys changed all of them to alcoholic drinks, including these shots:

My first time drinking, and I had 3... It was really very pure, haha... I only felt giddy. And after about 1hr or so I got a little more sober. After that a few of us left the place for supper at Chinatown. And I had pig's liver porridge. The moment I stopped eating, I went to puke..haha..lousy me..and I felt like I'm going to faint and fall onto the ground ANYTIME after puking. It was terrible. Jiahui, Yingshi and Marvin just watched my face turned pale and lips, purple. Enough. Good experience. It's not always good to be curious. =)

Sunday: Rotted in the day, then went to ECP for cycling in the evening! It was fun man...but too bad Jiahui's leg is injured, so she went to the beach to rot and stone by herself...no matter how we try to persuade her to ride the 2-seater bicycle (Engrish lousy, don't know how to spell that word, haha!), she would rather go watch the sea....so left 3 of us to cycle. My thighs went soft the moment I stepped onto the hard ground after almost 2hrs of cycling...1 yr never cycle liao wor...

Went to Katong Mall area to eat Katong laksa! Delicious! Not spicy, and I mean it, although I still perspired, it was really great! And swaku Hiangky doesn't know that Katong laksa noodles will be cut into 'bite-size', so there's no need for chopsticks... =P

I was tricked to go to 7-11 to walk...without knowing a surprise is awaiting me... =)
Kevin hanged around with me at 7-11, telling me to wait for Jiahui and Marvin to meet us, but in the end, we were told to meet them outside instead...
And...a chocolate banana cake that says "Happy Birthday" appeared in front of me! I was touched, really very touched at that moment...surprised too...never expect I will have a surprise like that this year...all thanks to you guys! Esp Jiahui! I knew that you are the planner of this surprise! =P
Too bad I did not have time to take a photo of the cake, cos I forgot about it, and the candles were melting like mad. Even my wish-making process made me super kan cheong and I made a very 'anyhow' wish..wahaha...

Monday and Tuesday: Work as usual again...busy and tired..but 至少生活是充实的！=)

Starting from the 2nd row left: Kevin, Marvin, Jiahui and I! Thank you dudes and babe! =D

A much clearer pic that we took...using timer..and I cannot aim properly...haha...oops!

心理测试 4

出状况时，怎么面对？？？
（测一测自我检讨能力）

我们常常教小朋友做错事就要勇于认错，不过，现实中有多少人面对过失或是疏忽时，能够坦然承认错误呢？人哦，越大脸皮就越薄，越老就越顽固。
不肯“认错”其实也是在逃避现实，即使不愿意在众人面前说一句“我错了”，私下总得诚实地面对自己吧！但是也有人就是死不认错，基本上这类型的人是从头到尾都不觉得自己有错。碰到这样的人，你也别太坚持了，否则你只会自讨没趣。


每天一大清早就要起床上班、上学，要离开那温暖的被窝，让你简直是又爱又恨！好了，就当你几经挣扎，用极大的勇气去踢开被单一跃而起时，你发现时间不多了！于是急忙梳洗换衣，连出门前照镜子的时间都没有，就赶去车站。挤上巴士，走了不远，有个乘客轻声对你说：“你忘记拉拉链！”这时你的反应是：


1）假装听不见，趁没人注意时连忙拉上。

2）向那人说声谢谢，然后立即把拉链拉上。

3）不管是否到达目的地，立刻下车。

4）瞪对方一眼，然后振振有词辞地辩驳：“我是故意的，这是最 in 的潮流！”




1）某些情况下，假装听不到或看不到是有好处的，但可别常常逃避问题！幸好，你还是个懂得要自我检讨的人，只是你不会公开进行，不过，这也是人之常情。

2）你会常常检讨自己，对一言一行也非常小心，担心会出什么差错。你的优点，在于做错事时肯勇于承认、勇于改善，这点很值得学习。

3）你很害怕面对问题吗？否则怎会选择立刻下车呢？你有没有想过，还没到达目的地呢！振作点吧，没有什么大不了的事，每个人活着总得要面对自己，做错了就试着去改，一定会成功的！

4）由于自卑感作祟，很容易演变成自大、自负。像你这样嘴硬，往往显得自己很无理取闹，你有强烈的自我反省能力，但是也因为这样，你很容易陷自己于痛苦之中，还是放轻松吧！

So what's your choice? haha...

Credits to: 《我报》（五月十九日出版）

接近零下的天气...

Yesterday...was one of my happiest day this year (hopefully there are more of such days to come...)!

I met up with Hiany at around 11am at Tanjong Pagar MRT for our job-hunting session at the International Plaza. Hmm..I don't think it is a successful one though, because it seems like there are many undergrads like us who are looking for temporary jobs as well nowadays, as we could see from the list of people who signed up at the job agencies. Sian...

Anyway, we went to meet Shuh Li, Jinghui and Zhengxin at Orchard MRT for lunch...and after SOME TIME, we have finally decided to eat at Swensons, phew..haha..
The service at the Orchard branch was bad! One example (out of a few): I was asking the CREW MANAGER for bill towards the end of our lunch, and he DIAO-ed me! He did not even acknowledge my request (no nods, no smiles, no 'yes', nothing!), not to mention that he DIAO-ed me!

That didn't bother me much though, definitely DID NOT spoil my day...

I rushed down to Marina Square Kbox to meet Kevin, Jia hui and Marvin for k-session. Juli and Yixing joined later, but they were so tired or sleepy that they couldn't join us for the rest of the day...what a pity...but still, we had LOADS OF FUN!!!
Singing, laughing, eating, drinking and crapping lame jokes were what we did throughout the whole day...
小笼包 at Tiong Bahru was great, the 炒年糕 too! 超好吃的！Jia hui 好介绍！haha... Then we went opposite to TB market to eat fried ice-cream, it was big, but not a bad dessert! =D
Kevin and Marvin really kept Jiahui and I entertained throughout the day, from the KTV where they tried to imitate the different male singers, act as gay couple, etc, till trying to traumatise Jiahui and I by singing our competition songs 《白色婚礼》 and 《不能承受的感动》 over and over again... I think Jiahui kena more than me...Don't worry...我会交多一点白金的...Wahahahaha! (Think only 4 of us will understand this 'Pek Kim' lame thing..haha)

It was quite a tiring day, but also one of my happiest days this year I guess. Although it is just May, how many days in a year do you think you will get to laugh till you get cramps on your stomach and cheeks? Haha. Maybe we should try to laugh more during choir, so that our diaphragm will be stronger ya? haha..

Went for choir today, and there are only...erm...7 of us? haha..as usual la, we can become accapella group le..2 sops, 2 altos, 2 bases and 1 tenor (Wheegeok, me, Sze Mun, Nadiah, Gerald, Loh Wei and Wansong)...ok la, at least got balance...haha..
And I got my hair dyed! Yay! And it's DIY! Ok, it's not easy, especially for a first-timer like me, more so because I have long hair! I was so worried that the colourant will scatter everywhere, and my mum will kill me...heng ah..Loreal is really good...haha...
Anyway it's just reddish black in colour, I don't know why I am so happy when it is just black, maybe it is because I've been wanting to get rid of my highlights for a long time already. =P

今年真的有很多值得回忆的日子，而且这些日子都是和家人与朋友在一起度过的。很感激、很感激。因为这样，我更要学会惜福。Hiany, this is what you taught me yesterday! =P

I can really talk a lot. But I think I should learn to listen more, be a good listener, and TALK less. Haha..

有人说...

有人说，眼神会传达讯息

可是我什么都看不到

有人说，声音会感动人心

可是我什么也听不到

黑暗中的色彩与无声中的喧闹

难道，都只是无中生有？

我发现，原来，从热情的萨哈拉沙漠到寒冷的北极，只需要半天的时间

只需要，由黑夜变成白昼的时间

也许，一开始就没有真实过

又或者，是妄想症越来越严重

虚幻和真实虽然只有一线之差

却交织得复杂

让人看不清方向

可能，一开始就不应该有真实和虚幻之分

再发现，原来，猜迷这种心理游戏一点都不好玩

Nothing to do...

It's holidays and I have got nothing to do. I have not found a job, so here I am, rotting at home everyday, or go out with friends, gai gai and makan non-stop. It is fun, but not that fun without money, haha.

又发现自己很少用中文了，再这样下去就会违背了我老师要我们set up这个部落格的宗旨，哈哈。不过当然，blog是我的，老师早就不管我们在这里写什么了，因为课程早在前2个学期以前就结束了。只不过这个宗旨也是我自己想要遵守的啦，hee...

才刚刚放假不到一个星期，那种无所事事的罪恶感就日益加重。=S 我必须尽快找一些有意义的事情做，不然自己好像变得越来越像一只寄生虫……

天啊！我的近视加深了许多！从原来的125度升到200度！两只眼睛都一样！镜片要换，隐形眼镜也要买新的，还好我是因为要买新的隐形眼镜，所以才会去验眼睛，才会发现这个可怕的事实！口袋又要破一个大洞了咯……

最近的心情越来越乱，烦没工作，烦没钱，还有其他一大堆有的没有的无聊事情。
“烦啊烦啊烦到不能呼吸，烦啊烦啊烦啊歇斯底里，烦啊，我烦啊！”

有时还会烦到做其他的事情都不能集中精神，很糊涂。偏偏我平时就已经是个迷糊蛋了。
另外，朋友一个一个都毕业了，多数都找到工作了，那我呢？我以后到底要做什么呢？到现在我还不是很确定。别人问起，我还挺自然地说，我要当记者，但真的是这样吗？我想当，也未必有机会吧？有时我还想，随便找一份工作做好了，然后认识了一个好男人就嫁了，靠他养我，就这样过一辈子。哈哈，想得很简单、很轻松，能不能找到这样的对象，我想只有天知道。可能我会孤独终老？就专心照顾我的父母就好了……

我有时会有很悲观的想法。就觉得自己应该会找不到一个好的对象，又或者是我会经历几次失败的感情，然后就对爱情放弃，一个人生活到老。不过这样想会让我害怕，我也只是一个普通的女生而已，我不是女强人。我也只想过平常人过的生活，安定的生活，真的不希望这样的事发生在自己身上。哈哈，又想太多了，还是顺其自然的好。是我的，就是我的，不是我的，那就算了。

My thoughts are indeed very random...but this is just me...

Stardust pics - 支持者 cum 好友篇

My St Nicks 姐妹! *Muacks* Thanks for the display cards!! =D

The display cards my SN 姐妹 made! Nice hor? That night I did not managed to see how they are like when put together, so here they are! Haha...

With Zhixiong and Jaslyn...my KTV buddies...thanks for coming down to support! =P

With Bing bing and Daniel...

大合照 with my choir friends!!! Seniors and juniors together! Haha.. Yingzhi, thanks for the sweet rose! And to Wheegeok and all..thanks for the bouquet of sunflower! It is simply beautiful! =D

It was a great night really...looking back at the photos just 唤起很多很美好的回忆... But a pity that some friends left early, because I took too long to come out! =S

To Kester, Samuel, Joneson, Norman, Joshua and Jianhua, thank you guys for coming down to support me on that night, and for all the screaming and shouting even though I wasn't on stage! Thank you once again!

And to Yaozong, Hiany, Irene, Edlina, Zhongwei...and those that I did not mention, thank you for the encouraging smses again! A fascinating night that felt so much like a dream...

And to my daddy and mummy and brother for supporting me and having so much faith in me too! =D

Love you all! *muackz*

Stardust pics - 参赛者篇

Alright, finally I can post some pictures up without any hiccups, haha. Here are some of the pics, with only the contestants! Other photos later ok?

Jiahui, Marvin and I, right after the whole show has ended..too bad we girls have changed out of our dresses! Oops! =P

All the 15 soloists..waiting for results to be announced... Nervous? Nope...I just want it to end fast! =P

The two sisters! 姐妹花! Realise they are wearing the same dresses? But they are not a group. Jia hui is a soloist while Juli is singing duet with Kevin...

Juli and I! Oops, but I am not wearing my heels! Haha...

Jia hui and I after our turns! Yay! Liked our hairdo and makeup, really nice and professional!

Stardust Finals is over!!!

First, I would like to give a BIG THANK YOU to friends who have come to support me, as well as those who sent me good luck smses! Thank you to all of you once again!!!!! It was superb!

Expectedly, I did not win anything, haha. I'm not being modest here or what, but I know where I stand roughly as compared to other contestants, so it is expected that I did not win... =)

But the most important thing is, I really really enjoyed the process (and I mean it!) more than I care about the results. I can't really remember the moments I was on stage, but I can remember the times the few of us (Jia hui, Marvin, Kevin, Juli, Yixing etc) hanging around crapping lame jokes, talking rubbish while waiting for the next instruction to act. Especially Marvin, thanks for being such a great entertainer yesterday! You are officially crowned as 'Mr Next Please', and I supposed you can take over the Biz Ad canteen Western Food stall uncle anytime already! LOL! Keep it up dude! =D

And Jia hui (the 3rd Jia hui I know, haha..), you are a great friend that I have made during this competition! As well as Xue jia too! Next week the few of us must meet up for KTV and makan session ok! No pangseh k! =P

Problem with Blogger again...pics later! =P

PGP Days pics

View from my room...

Night scene from my room...

Our messy room...haha..

We had a party with Irene, Jiaxin, Serena, Danfeng and her bf, Lingjie and I...ok, we did not take other photos other than this. Haha! We bought bee hoon, drinks, frozen fillet and hash brown and used the microwave oven in our pantry to cook, Danfeng and Lingjie brought seaweed chicken, mushroom and fried egg with sausage. The food was great, the gathering was great. In the end everyone went home including Irene cos she has to give tuition the next day morning. So I ended up staying alone in the room, watching Youtube and slacked around. Chit-chatted with Daniel also before I went back to my room and sleep. It's fun staying alone also la, you get your own privacy and freedom to do whatever you want. Good experience. =)

Alright! Exams officially ended on Thursday, and it's home sweet home today!

My eldest brother drove me home...and I thought I was playing Daytona in the arcade (minus the car-crashing parts of course!). He was driving damn fast...average speed 80-90km/hr I think...he goes very near cars he wanna overtake, and suddenly turn and increased speed and sped off...even at those rather sharp turning points....I felt 刺激, excited...WOOOOO!!! Haha...

My Mum just came in and showed off the cheong-sum she made for herself (by herself) for my 2nd brother's wedding this July. And this reminds me, I haven't buy any dress for the event! Hmm..How about I wear a cheong-sum too??? Mini-skirt cutting, high slit, together with a pair of pumps...woo! Then I start going around the restaurant taking orders and opening beer bottles liao lor... Wahaha...
Hmm..I'll think about it, I need to go SHOPPING! (But I need money first.)

Ok...something's wrong with Blogger today...pics another day then!

Tata! Hope everything goes well today! =D