It's been half a year since I last blogged. As usual, with my diary at home, I forgot that I have a blog. LOL. Shortly after I published the last post, my dad passed away.. Anyway, this post is to update my current status. I'm unemployed! Yay! Hahaha...good thing for me because I was not happy working at the previous place. But I do miss my ex colleagues. Now I am just slacking and relaxing, not even looking for a new job... Sometimes, I think that I am a coward. There are a lot of things that I should do, but I don't have the courage to. For e.g., showing my concern to my bf's mum when she is sick... :S Haiz... I don't know where is my confidence and how to get it back... how? :(

Forgotten!!!

WAHAHA! It's been more than a year since I last blogged! :S

This space is definitely deserted by its writer and few readers...

I have turned to my personal diary instead, preferring to write than type... :P

There are more things that I can mention in my diary as well...but, kinda miss this space. Hee..

SOOOOO many things have happened in the past year that have changed my life ALOT.

I got attached, I left my flying job, my dad fell sick, I got a new niece...spent a lot of money...

Haha, good and bad...very happening life, felt like I have grown a lot older...very tired.. But come to think of it, I learnt a lot also. :)

Think positive. It can be done. Difficult sometimes, especially when you are feeling down or when you have made someone and yourself upset. But unhappy feelings come fast and go fast.

Jiayou!!!

Plans delayed

Due to certain reasons, I am going to delay my job hunting, and continue staying on with my current job...at least wait till next year's CNY is over, before I try again...

At first I was very disappointed, why do I have to wait?? I have been waiting for the moment to leave and now I have been advised by various people not to...

Of cos, I can choose not to listen to them and just continue with my plans..but, does fate or luck work with me? So far I have only applied to 2 jobs, and none replied me..so what if I quit now? I can go ahead and quit, but I have to face the consequence of staying at home and not contributing to the household...AS IF I dare to do that... :S

Well, solution?
Don't think so much and re-tune my mindset. :)

SO long never blog here!

OMG, I just realised that I have not blogged since June!!!

That is really, super duper long! I think nobody is going to read my blog anymore, LOL...

Don't know why I have not thought of blogging, perhaps I'm too involved on Facebook, too hooked to it, such that whenever I have things to write, I'll update on FB instead of my blog...

I have many things to say in my mind, however when it comes to penning things down, I'm dumbfounded, I don't know how to express myself well ba, I thought...

Recently, quite a few friends of mine are going through breakups. Feel sad for them..some relationships lasted a year plus, some 5 years!! First thing I thought about was: 问世间情为何物？只叫人痛不欲生…… I have been through 2 relationships so far, but they are very short-lived, 3 months and 1 month, but no matter what, they are still breakups, and I had to deal with the heart pain too, so I can understand how they feel, it's just that I cannot feel to what extent is that pain, must be very, very, very bad...I cannot imagine how would I feel if I'm the one experiencing it...
Definitely cannot take it, I thought to myself.

I sincerely hope they can quickly recover from the heart pain, and be their happy selves again...see the way they are sufferring, I think I am getting more and more uninterested to get into another relationship again...but I will still be positive, wont shut myself up lah, but I guess, I may not like someone easily like what happened in the past le..不敢放心去爱...

很感人的短片

好感人啊，发现最近MCYS的“家庭”系列短片都很有“感觉”，看了都会让人忍不住想哭。这些“催泪弹”害我哭了不少……哈哈！

亲情，的确要经得起考验啊。现在有多少人的亲情还是那么地深厚？尤其是对于家中的老父亲、老母亲？人是不是奇怪的动物？都只记得要照顾、疼爱小的，却忘了老的？其实有些人说得对，老人家就和小孩一样，我想，耐心的确是不可缺少，问题就在于，有多少人能够做到这点？

小学时常常听到“饮水思源”这个成语，在这种情况下运用实在是再贴切不过了。也许用在祖先上或许有些遥远，不如就先用在自己的祖父母和父母上，更能感受到其意义？:)

Updates

Hiannie just reminded me that I have not been updating my blog. Haha..oops! Always forget about it..

Almost half of 2010 has past, and it's time for the 2nd half to unfold! Basically, seems like the 2nd half of 2010 will make me very much busier. I plan to learn driving (I hope I'll make it happen, haha!), I'm going to be A380 trained in July, and I'll be going to New York with Keelee for a 2-week holiday! :D

A380 - Love-hate relationship. It's going to be lots of hard work but more European stations, which also equates to more money, hehe.. Hopefully things will be fine at work!

I gotta buy air ticket for the New York trip soon! And start planning for the trip, places to go and accomodation. Not a lot of time left, but I don't think we will take a long time to do those planning...hehe..and we have to do it via email and phone calls.

Other than that, I think that it should be all that I wanna do this year. Other things to plan, will be to consider when to quit my current job, and to apply for new jobs. I would like to obtain my driving license first before I quit. Oh, another thing, maybe to plan a Taiwan trip to go with my parents next year or what.

Argh! So many things to do! One thing at a time...

Happy Mother's Day!

Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in the world! :D

It's Mother's Day again, a day to remind the children how good our mothers are, and a day for our mothers to take a break. Is that all? I think it's also a day for eateries, salons, florists and other businesses that you can link Mother's Day with to earn BIG bucks. Haha. Just thinking from the practical side..heh..

Nevertheless, meaningful or meaningless, as I always say, 开心就好. It can be a day for extended family members to gather, other than during festivals or events like CNY or Christmas. :)

My cousins and I decided to order buffet dinner to treat our family on Saturday. It was an evening filled with laughter. :D

The buffet spread!


Mother's Day cake!


Our mothers and grandmother! :D 母亲是最伟大的！