Wednesday, October 03, 2012
It's been half a year since I last blogged. As usual, with my diary at home, I forgot that I have a blog. LOL. Shortly after I published the last post, my dad passed away..
Anyway, this post is to update my current status. I'm unemployed! Yay! Hahaha...good thing for me because I was not happy working at the previous place. But I do miss my ex colleagues. Now I am just slacking and relaxing, not even looking for a new job...
Sometimes, I think that I am a coward. There are a lot of things that I should do, but I don't have the courage to. For e.g., showing my concern to my bf's mum when she is sick... :S
Haiz...
I don't know where is my confidence and how to get it back... how? :(
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Forgotten!!!
WAHAHA! It's been more than a year since I last blogged! :S
This space is definitely deserted by its writer and few readers...
I have turned to my personal diary instead, preferring to write than type... :P
There are more things that I can mention in my diary as well...but, kinda miss this space. Hee..
SOOOOO many things have happened in the past year that have changed my life ALOT.
I got attached, I left my flying job, my dad fell sick, I got a new niece...spent a lot of money...
Haha, good and bad...very happening life, felt like I have grown a lot older...very tired.. But come to think of it, I learnt a lot also. :)
Think positive. It can be done. Difficult sometimes, especially when you are feeling down or when you have made someone and yourself upset. But unhappy feelings come fast and go fast.
Jiayou!!!
This space is definitely deserted by its writer and few readers...
I have turned to my personal diary instead, preferring to write than type... :P
There are more things that I can mention in my diary as well...but, kinda miss this space. Hee..
SOOOOO many things have happened in the past year that have changed my life ALOT.
I got attached, I left my flying job, my dad fell sick, I got a new niece...spent a lot of money...
Haha, good and bad...very happening life, felt like I have grown a lot older...very tired.. But come to think of it, I learnt a lot also. :)
Think positive. It can be done. Difficult sometimes, especially when you are feeling down or when you have made someone and yourself upset. But unhappy feelings come fast and go fast.
Jiayou!!!
Wednesday, November 03, 2010
Plans delayed
Due to certain reasons, I am going to delay my job hunting, and continue staying on with my current job...at least wait till next year's CNY is over, before I try again...
At first I was very disappointed, why do I have to wait?? I have been waiting for the moment to leave and now I have been advised by various people not to...
Of cos, I can choose not to listen to them and just continue with my plans..but, does fate or luck work with me? So far I have only applied to 2 jobs, and none replied me..so what if I quit now? I can go ahead and quit, but I have to face the consequence of staying at home and not contributing to the household...AS IF I dare to do that... :S
Well, solution?
Don't think so much and re-tune my mindset. :)
At first I was very disappointed, why do I have to wait?? I have been waiting for the moment to leave and now I have been advised by various people not to...
Of cos, I can choose not to listen to them and just continue with my plans..but, does fate or luck work with me? So far I have only applied to 2 jobs, and none replied me..so what if I quit now? I can go ahead and quit, but I have to face the consequence of staying at home and not contributing to the household...AS IF I dare to do that... :S
Well, solution?
Don't think so much and re-tune my mindset. :)
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
SO long never blog here!
OMG, I just realised that I have not blogged since June!!!
That is really, super duper long! I think nobody is going to read my blog anymore, LOL...
Don't know why I have not thought of blogging, perhaps I'm too involved on Facebook, too hooked to it, such that whenever I have things to write, I'll update on FB instead of my blog...
I have many things to say in my mind, however when it comes to penning things down, I'm dumbfounded, I don't know how to express myself well ba, I thought...
Recently, quite a few friends of mine are going through breakups. Feel sad for them..some relationships lasted a year plus, some 5 years!! First thing I thought about was: 问世间情为何物？只叫人痛不欲生…… I have been through 2 relationships so far, but they are very short-lived, 3 months and 1 month, but no matter what, they are still breakups, and I had to deal with the heart pain too, so I can understand how they feel, it's just that I cannot feel to what extent is that pain, must be very, very, very bad...I cannot imagine how would I feel if I'm the one experiencing it...
Definitely cannot take it, I thought to myself.
I sincerely hope they can quickly recover from the heart pain, and be their happy selves again...see the way they are sufferring, I think I am getting more and more uninterested to get into another relationship again...but I will still be positive, wont shut myself up lah, but I guess, I may not like someone easily like what happened in the past le..不敢放心去爱...
That is really, super duper long! I think nobody is going to read my blog anymore, LOL...
Don't know why I have not thought of blogging, perhaps I'm too involved on Facebook, too hooked to it, such that whenever I have things to write, I'll update on FB instead of my blog...
I have many things to say in my mind, however when it comes to penning things down, I'm dumbfounded, I don't know how to express myself well ba, I thought...
Recently, quite a few friends of mine are going through breakups. Feel sad for them..some relationships lasted a year plus, some 5 years!! First thing I thought about was: 问世间情为何物？只叫人痛不欲生…… I have been through 2 relationships so far, but they are very short-lived, 3 months and 1 month, but no matter what, they are still breakups, and I had to deal with the heart pain too, so I can understand how they feel, it's just that I cannot feel to what extent is that pain, must be very, very, very bad...I cannot imagine how would I feel if I'm the one experiencing it...
Definitely cannot take it, I thought to myself.
I sincerely hope they can quickly recover from the heart pain, and be their happy selves again...see the way they are sufferring, I think I am getting more and more uninterested to get into another relationship again...but I will still be positive, wont shut myself up lah, but I guess, I may not like someone easily like what happened in the past le..不敢放心去爱...
Saturday, June 19, 2010
很感人的短片
好感人啊，发现最近MCYS的“家庭”系列短片都很有“感觉”，看了都会让人忍不住想哭。这些“催泪弹”害我哭了不少……哈哈！
亲情，的确要经得起考验啊。现在有多少人的亲情还是那么地深厚？尤其是对于家中的老父亲、老母亲？人是不是奇怪的动物？都只记得要照顾、疼爱小的，却忘了老的？其实有些人说得对，老人家就和小孩一样，我想，耐心的确是不可缺少，问题就在于，有多少人能够做到这点？
小学时常常听到“饮水思源”这个成语，在这种情况下运用实在是再贴切不过了。也许用在祖先上或许有些遥远，不如就先用在自己的祖父母和父母上，更能感受到其意义？:)
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Updates
Hiannie just reminded me that I have not been updating my blog. Haha..oops! Always forget about it..
Almost half of 2010 has past, and it's time for the 2nd half to unfold! Basically, seems like the 2nd half of 2010 will make me very much busier. I plan to learn driving (I hope I'll make it happen, haha!), I'm going to be A380 trained in July, and I'll be going to New York with Keelee for a 2-week holiday! :D
A380 - Love-hate relationship. It's going to be lots of hard work but more European stations, which also equates to more money, hehe.. Hopefully things will be fine at work!
I gotta buy air ticket for the New York trip soon! And start planning for the trip, places to go and accomodation. Not a lot of time left, but I don't think we will take a long time to do those planning...hehe..and we have to do it via email and phone calls.
Other than that, I think that it should be all that I wanna do this year. Other things to plan, will be to consider when to quit my current job, and to apply for new jobs. I would like to obtain my driving license first before I quit. Oh, another thing, maybe to plan a Taiwan trip to go with my parents next year or what.
Argh! So many things to do! One thing at a time...
Almost half of 2010 has past, and it's time for the 2nd half to unfold! Basically, seems like the 2nd half of 2010 will make me very much busier. I plan to learn driving (I hope I'll make it happen, haha!), I'm going to be A380 trained in July, and I'll be going to New York with Keelee for a 2-week holiday! :D
A380 - Love-hate relationship. It's going to be lots of hard work but more European stations, which also equates to more money, hehe.. Hopefully things will be fine at work!
I gotta buy air ticket for the New York trip soon! And start planning for the trip, places to go and accomodation. Not a lot of time left, but I don't think we will take a long time to do those planning...hehe..and we have to do it via email and phone calls.
Other than that, I think that it should be all that I wanna do this year. Other things to plan, will be to consider when to quit my current job, and to apply for new jobs. I would like to obtain my driving license first before I quit. Oh, another thing, maybe to plan a Taiwan trip to go with my parents next year or what.
Argh! So many things to do! One thing at a time...
Monday, May 10, 2010
Happy Mother's Day!
Happy Mother's Day to all mothers in the world! :D
It's Mother's Day again, a day to remind the children how good our mothers are, and a day for our mothers to take a break. Is that all? I think it's also a day for eateries, salons, florists and other businesses that you can link Mother's Day with to earn BIG bucks. Haha. Just thinking from the practical side..heh..
Nevertheless, meaningful or meaningless, as I always say, 开心就好. It can be a day for extended family members to gather, other than during festivals or events like CNY or Christmas. :)
My cousins and I decided to order buffet dinner to treat our family on Saturday. It was an evening filled with laughter. :D
The buffet spread!
Mother's Day cake!
Our mothers and grandmother! :D 母亲是最伟大的！
It's Mother's Day again, a day to remind the children how good our mothers are, and a day for our mothers to take a break. Is that all? I think it's also a day for eateries, salons, florists and other businesses that you can link Mother's Day with to earn BIG bucks. Haha. Just thinking from the practical side..heh..
Nevertheless, meaningful or meaningless, as I always say, 开心就好. It can be a day for extended family members to gather, other than during festivals or events like CNY or Christmas. :)
My cousins and I decided to order buffet dinner to treat our family on Saturday. It was an evening filled with laughter. :D
The buffet spread!
Mother's Day cake!
Our mothers and grandmother! :D 母亲是最伟大的！
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Please be careful with your belongings!
Just lost my wallet at Johannesburg, South Africa. Lazy to type the details cos I have repeated the story N times. Haha.
I can only say that things do happen, and as much as possible, we have to be really be careful with our personal belongings... There are many reasons one can lose their items. Misplace, dropped because item was not kept properly, carelessness, pickpockets etc. We cannot control a pickpocket's actions, but we definitely can control how we take care of our things.
This time, I am considered lucky that I did not lose important documents such as Identity Card and passport. I do not bring my IC overseas and my habit is to separate my Singapore wallet and overseas wallet. Even in Singapore, I do not keep my IC inside the wallet as well. I'm also lucky because my wallet is not a branded one, although it's new, it costs S$15 "only" so the situation is not worse off.
Cash is gone, credit card has been used as well. So, another important lesson learnt: Once a credit card has gone missing, report IMMEDIATELY. The warnings are there for a reason, and now I experienced it the hard way...
More experiences: Travel to airport alone in order to make a police report. Call the bank and report about the case.
These are really important lessons in life.
I lost my choir concert ticket sales during JC times and it cost me $100+. Since young I have a tendency to be careless, especially with monetary items. I thought I had learnt my lesson since then. Ever since I had never lose my handphone and wallet once. To think after 7 years, it happened to me again. Complacency? Too tired after a flight to be alert? Well...what happened has happened. I just hope that I'll not be so careless again.
So folks, be very careful with your belongings! :)
I can only say that things do happen, and as much as possible, we have to be really be careful with our personal belongings... There are many reasons one can lose their items. Misplace, dropped because item was not kept properly, carelessness, pickpockets etc. We cannot control a pickpocket's actions, but we definitely can control how we take care of our things.
This time, I am considered lucky that I did not lose important documents such as Identity Card and passport. I do not bring my IC overseas and my habit is to separate my Singapore wallet and overseas wallet. Even in Singapore, I do not keep my IC inside the wallet as well. I'm also lucky because my wallet is not a branded one, although it's new, it costs S$15 "only" so the situation is not worse off.
Cash is gone, credit card has been used as well. So, another important lesson learnt: Once a credit card has gone missing, report IMMEDIATELY. The warnings are there for a reason, and now I experienced it the hard way...
More experiences: Travel to airport alone in order to make a police report. Call the bank and report about the case.
These are really important lessons in life.
I lost my choir concert ticket sales during JC times and it cost me $100+. Since young I have a tendency to be careless, especially with monetary items. I thought I had learnt my lesson since then. Ever since I had never lose my handphone and wallet once. To think after 7 years, it happened to me again. Complacency? Too tired after a flight to be alert? Well...what happened has happened. I just hope that I'll not be so careless again.
So folks, be very careful with your belongings! :)
Friday, March 19, 2010
Good Days After One Bad Day
Well, as the title suggests, I had a bad day (or rather, a bad flight) recently. What happened I do not wish to recall, not because I'm running away from it, but because I do not want to add on the negativity to my life, thus I choose to let it past, and hopefully forget it soon (which is what I'm good at anyway...).
:)
This Dubai-Riyadh flight was, however, great! Not only were my colleagues nice and humourous, the flight itself is easy to do, as compared to other sectors. I'm grateful for that, and this further strengthen my belief of 事过境迁，雨过天晴. :D
I had a good rest in Dubai too. Slept like more than 10hours a day, went shopping, had a good supper with colleagues etc. I wish all my flights could be so happy...hee...
But that's life, there will always be ups and downs, happiness and unhappiness. I am grateful that I experience much more happiness than unhappiness, and I would like to reduce the unhappiness to a minimum, who wouldn't want anyway? :)
I would say my life is almost complete now, I have my beloved family, friends, and a loving and caring boyfriend. I only wish for everyone to be safe and happy, and I'm contented. Regarding my future, especially my job/career, I guess I am putting it on hold for a little longer, and see what future lies for me. :)
Going to studio tomorrow I hope, and I wonder what's in store for me. :) And meeting Keelee and Libing on Sunday too...I wanna cut hair!
:)
This Dubai-Riyadh flight was, however, great! Not only were my colleagues nice and humourous, the flight itself is easy to do, as compared to other sectors. I'm grateful for that, and this further strengthen my belief of 事过境迁，雨过天晴. :D
I had a good rest in Dubai too. Slept like more than 10hours a day, went shopping, had a good supper with colleagues etc. I wish all my flights could be so happy...hee...
But that's life, there will always be ups and downs, happiness and unhappiness. I am grateful that I experience much more happiness than unhappiness, and I would like to reduce the unhappiness to a minimum, who wouldn't want anyway? :)
I would say my life is almost complete now, I have my beloved family, friends, and a loving and caring boyfriend. I only wish for everyone to be safe and happy, and I'm contented. Regarding my future, especially my job/career, I guess I am putting it on hold for a little longer, and see what future lies for me. :)
Going to studio tomorrow I hope, and I wonder what's in store for me. :) And meeting Keelee and Libing on Sunday too...I wanna cut hair!
Saturday, February 13, 2010
CNY this year, must work...
农历新年到了，可是我一点感觉也没有，或许吃团圆饭的时候就会有了。哈哈！
农历新年，却要出国，sian...
现在只希望同事都好，飞行工作一切顺利、平安……不要full load...haha!
CNY in Auckland! I wonder 这次的大年初一会怎么过…… :)
农历新年，却要出国，sian...
现在只希望同事都好，飞行工作一切顺利、平安……不要full load...haha!
CNY in Auckland! I wonder 这次的大年初一会怎么过…… :)
Thursday, February 11, 2010
我似乎越来越没耐性
哈哈！很奇怪。本以为，飞行会让我磨练磨练，培养我的耐心和忍耐力。可是，飞了一年半，效果似乎刚好相反。总觉得自己越来越没耐性，本是个急性子的我，个性也变得越来越急，很多事情要做得快。我不否认在机上我们得经常跟着时间赛跑，所以若手脚不快那真的不行。不过，我不希望因为这样而使得我整个人都变得很急、很紧张。有时因为这样，我对乘客的态度就不是很好，至少不是我想像中的好（因为有些同事对乘客的态度真的很差）。我以前会静静地、乖乖地，但是心里未必是服气地。现在的自己比较会把不满表现得更明显些吧，因此会觉得自己比较火爆。
在成长的过程中（当然现在的自己还是处在成长的阶段），我一直在想，一直在比较现在和过去的自己，而且也一直在思考我到底想成为一个什么样的人。有时候发生了一些事，会让我很想变成一类人，但有时发生了其他的事，又会让我想做回自己，那个比较懦弱，但却不会得罪人，可是没什么主见，没什么自信的自己。也许自己也没长什么智慧吧，很多时候发生的事情，应该怎么处理，我都没什么头绪。
真的是"one-third life crisis" 啊！Not quarter cos I don't expect myself to live till 100...LOL... 25岁了，都还不知道自己未来的路该怎么走，更不知道自己到底是什么样的一个人……
在成长的过程中（当然现在的自己还是处在成长的阶段），我一直在想，一直在比较现在和过去的自己，而且也一直在思考我到底想成为一个什么样的人。有时候发生了一些事，会让我很想变成一类人，但有时发生了其他的事，又会让我想做回自己，那个比较懦弱，但却不会得罪人，可是没什么主见，没什么自信的自己。也许自己也没长什么智慧吧，很多时候发生的事情，应该怎么处理，我都没什么头绪。
真的是"one-third life crisis" 啊！Not quarter cos I don't expect myself to live till 100...LOL... 25岁了，都还不知道自己未来的路该怎么走，更不知道自己到底是什么样的一个人……
Saturday, January 02, 2010
Longest flight ever...
9 days away from home, for work.
This time was to Moscow and then Houston, Texas. I am in Moscow's hotel right now with my colleagues, waiting to go for dinner. And Moscow is damn bloody cold!!! OMG!!
Negative temperature! Snow covered Moscow's ground everywhere...but I'm glad I'm going abck home tomorrow! No need to work somemore! Woohoo! :D
Going for dinner now, will update when I'm back.. :D
This time was to Moscow and then Houston, Texas. I am in Moscow's hotel right now with my colleagues, waiting to go for dinner. And Moscow is damn bloody cold!!! OMG!!
Negative temperature! Snow covered Moscow's ground everywhere...but I'm glad I'm going abck home tomorrow! No need to work somemore! Woohoo! :D
Going for dinner now, will update when I'm back.. :D
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Long leave, and back to work...
Just had about 10 days of leave, including off days from the previous flight. I went to Bali for a short trip with a couple of friends, and it was fun and enriching. If not for this trip, my only impression of Bali will be the airport and the hotel we stayed at during the nightstop. And I had always thought that Bali is a damn small island, in fact, it's quite big!
We went snorkelling, parasailing, sight-seeing, eating, sleeping...etc. Snorkelling was not a very good experience, the water is murky, there are not may fishes to see and there's a stinging sensation every now and then (according to the crew it's due to small, harmless jellyfishes). Parasailing was cool and scary, I felt I was going to fall from the sky anytime...from about erm, 4-5storeys high?! But the view from the top is beautiful, as well as the wind and the sun...well..3min is enough...LOL..
The weather in Bali is HOT HOT HOT! One of the days the temperature even went up to 35 degrees Celcius! It was super humid as well, we were sweaty and sticky the whole day. In the end we just wanted to go back to our room, to enjoy the aircon and bathe!!
Photos here
Food was OK lah. Barbequed seafood, so-so. The prawns are not fresh, and the food is really dry. There is no gravy at all, except for some sambal chilli sauce and mashed garlic. If without these 2 condiments, I bet the meal will be worse. Luckily, on the last day we managed to look for our own food. Meaning to say, we get to choose what we want to eat, so we had western food, BBQ pork ribs (WITH GRAVY) and pasta for lunch and dinner. They tasted so much better... hehe...
The hotel was not bad, it was a 4-star hotel called Aston. Upon arrival, we were given a glass of pink guava juice each, and the rooms as well as the facilities were not bad too. I recommend it! :) It's even better than the one we stay at during night stops...haha!
Airfares plus room rates only $400+, for a 4-day, 3-night stay, from Zuji.com. Not a bad deal.
Recently I also bought a cabin bag, a hair iron and a laptop, cost me $1100+, actually for these 3 items it is considered very cheap already...hee..but still, I gotta face reality. It's time to earn more money after spending so much! I still got a camera to buy...hee... :P
We went snorkelling, parasailing, sight-seeing, eating, sleeping...etc. Snorkelling was not a very good experience, the water is murky, there are not may fishes to see and there's a stinging sensation every now and then (according to the crew it's due to small, harmless jellyfishes). Parasailing was cool and scary, I felt I was going to fall from the sky anytime...from about erm, 4-5storeys high?! But the view from the top is beautiful, as well as the wind and the sun...well..3min is enough...LOL..
The weather in Bali is HOT HOT HOT! One of the days the temperature even went up to 35 degrees Celcius! It was super humid as well, we were sweaty and sticky the whole day. In the end we just wanted to go back to our room, to enjoy the aircon and bathe!!
Photos here
Food was OK lah. Barbequed seafood, so-so. The prawns are not fresh, and the food is really dry. There is no gravy at all, except for some sambal chilli sauce and mashed garlic. If without these 2 condiments, I bet the meal will be worse. Luckily, on the last day we managed to look for our own food. Meaning to say, we get to choose what we want to eat, so we had western food, BBQ pork ribs (WITH GRAVY) and pasta for lunch and dinner. They tasted so much better... hehe...
The hotel was not bad, it was a 4-star hotel called Aston. Upon arrival, we were given a glass of pink guava juice each, and the rooms as well as the facilities were not bad too. I recommend it! :) It's even better than the one we stay at during night stops...haha!
Airfares plus room rates only $400+, for a 4-day, 3-night stay, from Zuji.com. Not a bad deal.
Recently I also bought a cabin bag, a hair iron and a laptop, cost me $1100+, actually for these 3 items it is considered very cheap already...hee..but still, I gotta face reality. It's time to earn more money after spending so much! I still got a camera to buy...hee... :P
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Why no Chatterbox??
Sian, don't know what is wrong with my blog or what...set up the Flooble Chatterbox so many times le, still cannot work, last for a few days then it would be gone mysteriously...怪怪的... :(
So I've decided...heck the chatterbox liao lah!
Waste my time and effort only, just comment ok? I know it's more lechay (troublesome)...but bo bian lah..I lazy to do the same things over and over again..hee..
Recently, don't know why suddenly my sec sch and JC 姐妹淘 started asking me, when am I going to work till...
Hmm so I gave the standard ans, probably next yr end, or the following yr the most...I seriously don't wanna stay long ah..always go to work feeling uneasy, very dreadful leh..
Well, means I should start looking for other jobs...checking out journalism...and yy's idea is not bad, go to schools and be counsellor..need training of course, but I think it's interesting job as well... :)
Should start searching le...at least get more ideas first.. :)
So I've decided...heck the chatterbox liao lah!
Waste my time and effort only, just comment ok? I know it's more lechay (troublesome)...but bo bian lah..I lazy to do the same things over and over again..hee..
Recently, don't know why suddenly my sec sch and JC 姐妹淘 started asking me, when am I going to work till...
Hmm so I gave the standard ans, probably next yr end, or the following yr the most...I seriously don't wanna stay long ah..always go to work feeling uneasy, very dreadful leh..
Well, means I should start looking for other jobs...checking out journalism...and yy's idea is not bad, go to schools and be counsellor..need training of course, but I think it's interesting job as well... :)
Should start searching le...at least get more ideas first.. :)
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Home alone for 2 weeks
Firstly, quiet. Really quiet. No kids at home, parents also not at home, I'm the only one in the house. It is still ok in the day because my brother's maid will come over for a few hours in the morning to clean the house during weekdays, whether I'm in town or not. But, I don't see her much as well. When she's around, I'm usually asleep. Once she leaves, she'll either call or sms me, and I wake up after that...
The house is clean and neat, only my clothes being washed and put up to dry. the toilets are clean and dry as well, with the pails neatly stacked up and they are DRY too...haha..
I tabao dinner, or cook instant noodles for dinner, and I eat and watch TV at the same time..I make my own comments, talk to myself, sing to myself, laugh to myself (loudly). I helped my Dad to bai4 bai4, pour tea for Toa Pek Gong and other deities, light the joss sticks and pray to the deities as well..praying that my parents and other family members be safe and happy wherever they are, whatever they are doing, and of course for my own safety and happiness as well... :)
I go out and meet my friends, come back super late at night, to the quiet house again...but one good thing, I don't have to worry that my parents will be disturbed when I come home, or worrying about me when I'm out late.. hehe... Totally guilt-free!
But before going for flight is depressing...especially if I don't know anyone within the set of crew...it's just so...ultimately lonely...sometimes even feel sad for no reason...dread to go to work, and yet there's no one to encourage me, or talk to me about other things, there's even no one to send me to work, other than the taxi driver...
But, it's alright! It's a different kind of experience...although I am SOOOOO lucky I don't have to wash my own clothes...I realised...it's not difficult to be independent, or to even survive. But, surviving is one thing, existing is another...without love from your family, you are just like a corpse living in this world, work, eat, sleep, wait to die...
Life can be very simple when you're alone, but you cannot live without love...
Oh and I forgot to mention, I went to my brother's house for dinner once, met my nieces and sis-in-law too...
有家人、朋友的陪伴，人生真的更充满了意义，还有生存的价值。
记得珍惜你身边的亲人。 :D
The house is clean and neat, only my clothes being washed and put up to dry. the toilets are clean and dry as well, with the pails neatly stacked up and they are DRY too...haha..
I tabao dinner, or cook instant noodles for dinner, and I eat and watch TV at the same time..I make my own comments, talk to myself, sing to myself, laugh to myself (loudly). I helped my Dad to bai4 bai4, pour tea for Toa Pek Gong and other deities, light the joss sticks and pray to the deities as well..praying that my parents and other family members be safe and happy wherever they are, whatever they are doing, and of course for my own safety and happiness as well... :)
I go out and meet my friends, come back super late at night, to the quiet house again...but one good thing, I don't have to worry that my parents will be disturbed when I come home, or worrying about me when I'm out late.. hehe... Totally guilt-free!
But before going for flight is depressing...especially if I don't know anyone within the set of crew...it's just so...ultimately lonely...sometimes even feel sad for no reason...dread to go to work, and yet there's no one to encourage me, or talk to me about other things, there's even no one to send me to work, other than the taxi driver...
But, it's alright! It's a different kind of experience...although I am SOOOOO lucky I don't have to wash my own clothes...I realised...it's not difficult to be independent, or to even survive. But, surviving is one thing, existing is another...without love from your family, you are just like a corpse living in this world, work, eat, sleep, wait to die...
Life can be very simple when you're alone, but you cannot live without love...
Oh and I forgot to mention, I went to my brother's house for dinner once, met my nieces and sis-in-law too...
有家人、朋友的陪伴，人生真的更充满了意义，还有生存的价值。
记得珍惜你身边的亲人。 :D
Wednesday, October 07, 2009
Random random
Haha...realise the trend, everytime I put "Random" something as title, it means I don't know what to blog about...
In the end it becomes 流水账..just talk about what happened in my life...
Yay I'm on leave now! The only sad thing that it's going to end...but nevermind, it's coming back again in November and December! Woohoo! Slack...wahaha...
But next year, back to full force work liao... :S
It is always good to have holidays...slack, no need to work, just nua big time....but sometimes, cannot nua too much, will feel useless, or feel that time is going away...for nothing...jialat...
BUT, do what?! I don't like to study, so keep going online, sometimes read book...when I'm really bo liao, seriously bo liao, I thought maybe I should dig my past readings/notes out to read, perhaps I will 温故知新，重新了解我以前在读什么书...WAHAHA...that is actually quite scary..last time don't understand, or never study, 毕业了 then study...WAT THE HECK...haha!
Sekali I realised I could have done betta...how?! Aiya, also too bad lor...what can be done??? LOL
I gotta go already, later going for my friend's chalet...meeting my batch mates...yay! Long time no see le... :D
In the end it becomes 流水账..just talk about what happened in my life...
Yay I'm on leave now! The only sad thing that it's going to end...but nevermind, it's coming back again in November and December! Woohoo! Slack...wahaha...
But next year, back to full force work liao... :S
It is always good to have holidays...slack, no need to work, just nua big time....but sometimes, cannot nua too much, will feel useless, or feel that time is going away...for nothing...jialat...
BUT, do what?! I don't like to study, so keep going online, sometimes read book...when I'm really bo liao, seriously bo liao, I thought maybe I should dig my past readings/notes out to read, perhaps I will 温故知新，重新了解我以前在读什么书...WAHAHA...that is actually quite scary..last time don't understand, or never study, 毕业了 then study...WAT THE HECK...haha!
Sekali I realised I could have done betta...how?! Aiya, also too bad lor...what can be done??? LOL
I gotta go already, later going for my friend's chalet...meeting my batch mates...yay! Long time no see le... :D
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
爱情的成熟与不成熟
刚刚听到YES933的周重庆说了一段关于爱情的话。有个名人（不知道是谁，我听到但忘了，应该是某位西方的思想家之类的人物吧）说了这句话：“成熟的爱情是因为爱而需要，不成熟的爱情是因为需要而爱”。
我认为或许也能这么说：“真正的爱情是因为爱而需要，而不是因为需要而爱”。很明显的，一个是爱对方，另一个则是爱自己。
我还在等待一个爱我，而我也爱他的人。爱情应该是双向的，如果不是，那只能说：“对不起，NEXT PLEASE!”
Hmm..the above statement is meant to be funny...with a funny sound saying..N.E.X.T P.L.E.A.S.E lidat...when I read it, hmm, seems a bit "arrogant"...I'm just trying to say...if not meant to be, then one gotta look forward and look for the next Mr/Ms Right...it's just a general statement...haha...
我认为或许也能这么说：“真正的爱情是因为爱而需要，而不是因为需要而爱”。很明显的，一个是爱对方，另一个则是爱自己。
我还在等待一个爱我，而我也爱他的人。爱情应该是双向的，如果不是，那只能说：“对不起，NEXT PLEASE!”
Hmm..the above statement is meant to be funny...with a funny sound saying..N.E.X.T P.L.E.A.S.E lidat...when I read it, hmm, seems a bit "arrogant"...I'm just trying to say...if not meant to be, then one gotta look forward and look for the next Mr/Ms Right...it's just a general statement...haha...
Sunday, September 06, 2009
Finally Blogger is back to normal
Hmm Blogger is normal here in Manchester, I wonder if it will be the same back home. Previously I can't upload pics here...weird..
Now since I got the chance, I can post some pics taken in Manchester...last week...haha
A friend told me that this street is the gay street. Many gays will gather together at night for meals, drinks etc. It's called Canal Street, I did not take the pic of the street's name.
Manchester street in the morning...late morning...gloomy sky hor? That's UK..
Chinatown! Forgot to take the 牌坊! (forgot what is it called in English, it's like the gate, the entrance to Chinatown)
Yummy dim sum! And quite cheap! This whole table of food for 6 people, costs us 6 pounds each..cos got half price promotion! :D Not in Chinatown though...it's at Oxford Street...
Uniquely Singapore! Cool hor! We were so excited when we saw it, 2 times in a day! This time I'm lucky enough to take a pic of the taxi during red light...haha..
More pics to come next time, I forgot to bring my cable so I can't upload the pics from the camera into my comp...this time there will be more pics! :D
Now since I got the chance, I can post some pics taken in Manchester...last week...haha
A friend told me that this street is the gay street. Many gays will gather together at night for meals, drinks etc. It's called Canal Street, I did not take the pic of the street's name.
Manchester street in the morning...late morning...gloomy sky hor? That's UK..
Chinatown! Forgot to take the 牌坊! (forgot what is it called in English, it's like the gate, the entrance to Chinatown)
Yummy dim sum! And quite cheap! This whole table of food for 6 people, costs us 6 pounds each..cos got half price promotion! :D Not in Chinatown though...it's at Oxford Street...
Uniquely Singapore! Cool hor! We were so excited when we saw it, 2 times in a day! This time I'm lucky enough to take a pic of the taxi during red light...haha..
More pics to come next time, I forgot to bring my cable so I can't upload the pics from the camera into my comp...this time there will be more pics! :D
Monday, August 31, 2009
Manchester
For Ireland trip, I'm a bit too lazy to blog about it because it's a whole 9 days experience! Was thinking of blogging about it day by day....but I guess, haha...Just visit my facebook to see the pics once I upload them lah ok...LOL
My friends took like 1000+ pics, excluding my 200+ or so? LOL... It's gonna take some time...hahaha...
I just came back from Manchester. People who have been there are right, there is really nothing much to see in Manchester. We missed the opportunity to visit Scotland, and due to the fear of being trampled upon at Old Trafford on the day of Man U VS Arsenal match, I had decided to give Old Trafford a miss too. No worries, HOPEFULLY I will go there next week. Ya I got the same flight again, back-to-back flight as we called it. Heng I don't have to work both ways, so, I don't mind going back there, it's a good deal...hee...
Other than shopping and food (we ate Macdonald's and collected the Coca Cola glass! I wanna collect another one on my next trip!), we did nothing else. Haha. A few of them went partying, cos it was Gay Festival during the weekend. But I am not a party person, so I gave it a miss and watched movie in my room.
And thanks to Kester who has wished me good luck a few times because of the weather, we really kena quite a bad rainy day, imagine 10-minute rain, after which the sun came out, shining brightly, and 10 minutes later came a sudden heavy downpour... All of us looked like this: -_-|||
I will post a few photos up soon, something is wrong with my windows, I don't seem to be able to upload pics...
对于工作，我似乎越来越想放弃。可是我又不想作出一个冲动的决定。也许，我需要更多时间去适应，毕竟又是新的环境，可是有时候做回最简单、最基本的事，我还是会...不舒服。换句话说，我对自己没信心。我知道逃避不是办法，而且我也经常想，如果我有这个问题，我到哪儿工作都没差，因为，本来就没有信心。我也不知道我在害怕什么，也许我太在乎别人怎么看我，又或者我对自己的要求太高，也可能我不能承受压力……也许，3个可能性都有……
我干吗要这样啊？难道就不能够开开心心、轻轻松松地工作吗？真是个笨蛋！烦死了！
My friends took like 1000+ pics, excluding my 200+ or so? LOL... It's gonna take some time...hahaha...
I just came back from Manchester. People who have been there are right, there is really nothing much to see in Manchester. We missed the opportunity to visit Scotland, and due to the fear of being trampled upon at Old Trafford on the day of Man U VS Arsenal match, I had decided to give Old Trafford a miss too. No worries, HOPEFULLY I will go there next week. Ya I got the same flight again, back-to-back flight as we called it. Heng I don't have to work both ways, so, I don't mind going back there, it's a good deal...hee...
Other than shopping and food (we ate Macdonald's and collected the Coca Cola glass! I wanna collect another one on my next trip!), we did nothing else. Haha. A few of them went partying, cos it was Gay Festival during the weekend. But I am not a party person, so I gave it a miss and watched movie in my room.
And thanks to Kester who has wished me good luck a few times because of the weather, we really kena quite a bad rainy day, imagine 10-minute rain, after which the sun came out, shining brightly, and 10 minutes later came a sudden heavy downpour... All of us looked like this: -_-|||
I will post a few photos up soon, something is wrong with my windows, I don't seem to be able to upload pics...
对于工作，我似乎越来越想放弃。可是我又不想作出一个冲动的决定。也许，我需要更多时间去适应，毕竟又是新的环境，可是有时候做回最简单、最基本的事，我还是会...不舒服。换句话说，我对自己没信心。我知道逃避不是办法，而且我也经常想，如果我有这个问题，我到哪儿工作都没差，因为，本来就没有信心。我也不知道我在害怕什么，也许我太在乎别人怎么看我，又或者我对自己的要求太高，也可能我不能承受压力……也许，3个可能性都有……
我干吗要这样啊？难道就不能够开开心心、轻轻松松地工作吗？真是个笨蛋！烦死了！
Friday, July 17, 2009
I still believe in beating kids...
When it's time to discipline the kids, you just have to do it.
小孩子都是不懂事的。不懂事，就要教。好言相劝，不要听，刷性子、搞固执，就要体罚。到现在我是相信这些的，只要恰当，我觉得没有不对。Of course don't go overboard, to the extent where the kids got abused and lived in fear...how to prevent that? For a start, don't do it often I supposed.
I scold my brothers' daughters at times, at most I threaten to beat them if they don't listen, sometimes they are just so stubborn that you either give up, or you lift the cane and whack once, or twice. So far, I've done it twice. Today I hit the youngest one. She's getting stubborn, just like her elder sister. But the elder one is more sensible now, and getting smarter, so when we discipline the young one, she knows how to avoid making the same mistake again. Of course, she has her naughty times too...
The little one was playing with some stickers with her name on it, and the maid was "niam-ing" her, telling her that her mum bought it for her, and she herself wanted it as well, so should not play like that and waste the sticker etc... When I heard it I was a bit pissed already. "真不懂得珍惜！" That's what I thought to myself.
Next, she refused to eat. She has the habit of "siam-ing" and play a fool when the maid was feeding her. We can see when she really has no appetite, her mood would be bad, and she would be begging the maid that she does not want to eat anymore. But this time, she is just playing a fool. The spoon was going towards her and she backed off, all the way till she lie down on the floor. She just lie down and refused to get up. That is when I got real angry with her. We asked her to sit upright and eat her food, she refused to budge. I threatened her that I am going to bring down the cane, she totally ignores me and continue watching the TV...guai lan kid...I took the cane and hit the sofa, she's not afraid. I went in front of her with the cane asking her to sit up again and she still ignored my warning.
忍无可忍。
The cane went down to her butt, and as I hit, I scolded her.
After 3 seconds, she cried. I carried her to sit upright, now she is willing to sit down and eat her food.
When I went back to my room, she came in. Trying to get near me liao... -_-|||
I think I will discipline my kids this way too. If school teachers want to punish them for their mistakes I will say, "Go ahead!", unlike some parents who instead wrote in to complain about the teachers.
Sigh. Kids nowadays.
小孩子都是不懂事的。不懂事，就要教。好言相劝，不要听，刷性子、搞固执，就要体罚。到现在我是相信这些的，只要恰当，我觉得没有不对。Of course don't go overboard, to the extent where the kids got abused and lived in fear...how to prevent that? For a start, don't do it often I supposed.
I scold my brothers' daughters at times, at most I threaten to beat them if they don't listen, sometimes they are just so stubborn that you either give up, or you lift the cane and whack once, or twice. So far, I've done it twice. Today I hit the youngest one. She's getting stubborn, just like her elder sister. But the elder one is more sensible now, and getting smarter, so when we discipline the young one, she knows how to avoid making the same mistake again. Of course, she has her naughty times too...
The little one was playing with some stickers with her name on it, and the maid was "niam-ing" her, telling her that her mum bought it for her, and she herself wanted it as well, so should not play like that and waste the sticker etc... When I heard it I was a bit pissed already. "真不懂得珍惜！" That's what I thought to myself.
Next, she refused to eat. She has the habit of "siam-ing" and play a fool when the maid was feeding her. We can see when she really has no appetite, her mood would be bad, and she would be begging the maid that she does not want to eat anymore. But this time, she is just playing a fool. The spoon was going towards her and she backed off, all the way till she lie down on the floor. She just lie down and refused to get up. That is when I got real angry with her. We asked her to sit upright and eat her food, she refused to budge. I threatened her that I am going to bring down the cane, she totally ignores me and continue watching the TV...guai lan kid...I took the cane and hit the sofa, she's not afraid. I went in front of her with the cane asking her to sit up again and she still ignored my warning.
忍无可忍。
The cane went down to her butt, and as I hit, I scolded her.
After 3 seconds, she cried. I carried her to sit upright, now she is willing to sit down and eat her food.
When I went back to my room, she came in. Trying to get near me liao... -_-|||
I think I will discipline my kids this way too. If school teachers want to punish them for their mistakes I will say, "Go ahead!", unlike some parents who instead wrote in to complain about the teachers.
Sigh. Kids nowadays.
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