I'm back!!!

Im sorry my dear friends...MIA for ONE MONTH! How are you all??? :)

Oops...not on purpose...always wanna blog, but plenty of excuses to avoid blogging, lazy lah, no time lah, forget lah...whatever...haha

For the past month I've been to quite a number of places...Japan, South Africa, China, Paris, Bombay, Dubai and so on...

Took quite a number of pictures, so it's totally impossible for me to upload them here...so..please click here if you are interested to see where I've been...hee..

For the Paris pics, half of the pics are my colleague's pics, I just copied and paste his pics into my com that time, so that we don't have to waste time sorting out.. so the room was his! My room was bigger and nicer..lol

Went to Shanghai to look for dear Joyce, passed her the mooncakes and other stuff bought by her mummy...and we went Qi Pu Road to shop!!! (together with my colleague as well)
Shopping was great, things were cheap and we hada great time together. The best part was taking "Tut tut" (those small taxis you see in Thailand) back to our hotel...the people there, according to Joyce, has no concept of time wan, the uncle was telling us that 3 of us can squeeze into the "car", and the journey is only 20min...

WAH LAO, the journey was 45min long! And we all agreed that the uncle is very zai..in fact the people there has very "hiong"(fierce) driving skills...this uncle, in order to avoid the jam, actually drove up to the pedestrian walkway and went back down to the road...at their high class shopping area lah! We were laughing throughout the journey man...amazed by how we actually got such an experience...
I even got cramps on my right leg...it was totally numb, and I can't feel my heels touching the bottom at all... :S

We were fated to take that Tut tut...cos initially we wanted to go back to hotel and eat our dinner near the hotel, then we could not get any cabs..the same tut tut uncle wanted to take us, but we refused, so we went to Mac to eat instead, thinking we may get transport after some time...

So we went back to the road, and the same tut tut uncle came back! He was laughing at us, saying that he had just came back from 1 trip and we are still there! (What the...) So bo bian...running out of time le..so we took the tut tut back... haha.. what a super long story...

Ok lah, regarding my job, I'm getting the hang of it le I think...of course still a bit blur every now and then, but I think I got the gist le...and I'm more confident to speak to passengers le...especially during safety checks... :)

But every time before work, I'll tend to become moody...dread going to work...got emotional..struggling inside me...and suddenly recalling all the unhappy things that has happened to me in these few months...emotional struggle...sometimes pulling me apart...not to mention that I gotta plan my finances, getting insurance and stuff...all the little little things...I'm such a messy person with a messy life and I'm trying to sort it out and simplify things with whatever little free time I have...

Feel confused sometimes, and sian...about my life, especially my future...what is my future going to be like? How long will I stay in this job? What kind of job will I get next time? Fancy worrying about this when I just started work..I have to tell myself, I had betta try to enjoy this part of my life now, my job, etc...because once it's over, it's over, and I have to move on...time waits for no man...

活在当下!

So tired sometimes...but I wanna be happy!!! I wanna be happy! Luckily I'm blessed with a great family and friends whom I can turn to for support...

Guess I have to learn to stop thinking so much.

Wish everyone have a fulfilling life and future! Live the moment! Learn to enjoy and appreciate whatever you are doing now and all the other things that are coming your way!