It's been half a year since I last blogged. As usual, with my diary at home, I forgot that I have a blog. LOL. Shortly after I published the last post, my dad passed away.. Anyway, this post is to update my current status. I'm unemployed! Yay! Hahaha...good thing for me because I was not happy working at the previous place. But I do miss my ex colleagues. Now I am just slacking and relaxing, not even looking for a new job... Sometimes, I think that I am a coward. There are a lot of things that I should do, but I don't have the courage to. For e.g., showing my concern to my bf's mum when she is sick... :S Haiz... I don't know where is my confidence and how to get it back... how? :(