Chee Guan Bak Kwa VS Fragrance Bak Kwa

Chee Guan VS Xiang Ji! er I mean LIM Chee Guan Bak Kwa VS Xiang Wei Bak Kwa la...

Had these 2 kinds of bak kwa inside the bak kwa container used to treat the guests who visit us for CNY.

Fragrance Bak Kwa: Thinly sliced and sweet, looks redder and slightly more 'glossier' (aka oilier, or maybe it's the honey or sweet sauce) then LCG bak kwa. But be careful, it may tastes too sweet for some, and you may end up getting sick of it after eating a few cut pieces.

LCG Bak Kwa: Thicker and drier, the meat is brownish in colour and tastes harder then Fragrance. Although harder, the meat is not as sweet and it has a tint of charcoal taste, thus it may not be as 腻 as the former.

Verdict: Fragrance wins! :D
Ah Xiang Bak Kwa is the best! haha! No la, just that I still like the softer taste, and I quite like sweet stuff, although I get sick of sweet stuff fast too.. hee...


Haiz, recently, some not-so-good things happened..had a sms-quarrel with my brother on the second day of new year. Scared-ed my relatives...cos I was so angry that I cried and my hands were trembling. I never got so angry before. And I had to admit that I'm very irrational to behave like that...
For those of you who know the story, thanks for listening to me and even went as far as to analysing the situation for me..esp Mr Lim..thanks! Thanks to sq, yy my gf, kailin and others who have consoled me as well. I've tried very hard to stay happy when I'm out with my dear friends on Saturday and Sunday, hope I didn't show any obvious unhappiness or what to you all.. :)

And it's time to reflect again. More new year resolutions on the way. But am I being too harsh on myself? It seems like I am totally uncomfortable with who I am..as usual though..
There are so many things about myself that I want to change.

I have to stop being so insensitive and say things or behave in ways that will hurt or offend people.

I have to develop patience in myself so that I can calm down and think rationally during emergencies, and hopefully at ALL times.

I want to be humourous and yet avoid using suaning people as a way to make other people happy. It's bad to 把快乐建立在别人的痛苦上...

I need to consider others' feelings always, even before myself.

I must not be angry when other people criticise me. Negative things are actually the things that help one to learn and grow, and improve.

Which means I should stop trying so hard to defend myself when people critise me. No excuses please.

Last but not least, I am not a saint so please forgive me if I still make mistakes. I will always make mistakes. But I will try my best to reduce the numbers. :)

And one more thing, I am sorry to those whom I have offended or hurt, no matter if you get to read my blog or not. Please forgive me as I have no intention to harm.
Sorry...