Crazy and Hectic weekend...survived it!

(This blog was SUPPOSED to be posted like 2 weeks ago...cos I have problem loading the photos so I delayed till today...haha..and today's date is 14th October..)

It has been a hectic term break! Especially this weekend! But as usual...din managed to accomplish much I feel...I still have a 5000-word dynasty of Song history term paper to be handed in next Tuesday and I haven't done it! Not even finish researching! Die! :S

But at least, the abstract for the print culture module that I'm supposed to do has been handed up.. *phew*

It has been a fun weekend though, just that I couldn't enjoy myself as much as I would if it were the holidays, still, I managed to have quite a bit of fun! :P

Friday: Wansong's 21st Bday party @ NSRCC

Wansong the birthday boy, check out his happening hair and attire...dude, you rock! Haha!


Huixian and I!


Peiying da jie and I!


Great Shot! By me!! haha..


Makan time!


Birthday boy and I!

Next is the PM visit concert! Sorry, no pics of the PM hor...ONLY US...haha


The girls!


The guys! Er..look like some family portrait sia? haha..a male family portrait...looks wrong..haha..


My younger 'didi' (brother) trying to act cool...er...dun act beng can liao la...

Last but not least, it's Hiannie's 21st birthday! Wa kao...October super many birthdays going on man...


The theme is Graduation! Paiseh, dun dare to wear AJ uniform to ur hse..haha..congrats that you have graduated from your..erm..childhood? And into ur adulthood!!!


Us! Nice, lovely cake! :D


Hiannie and her lovely cake and lovely flowers and lovely red wine... :D

Long post I guess...
Anyway, here's my best wishes to all who were born in October!
Hiannie, Joycelyn, Jasslyn, Winston, Marvin, Lichuan! Happy birthday!!! :D

胡言乱语

有人告诉我，她看到《蔷蔷》的MV后哭得唏哩哗啦。然后又有人告诉我，他看到MV后，觉得很难过。
（哈哈，我成功了！让你们觉得Emo，顺便感受一下，这首歌，简单的歌。）

我是无聊的。:)

人总是很矛盾。工作的时候，超想念读书的日子。读书的时候，又很想快点摆脱书本，逃离学校。哈哈。
到最后，还是告诉自己，活在当下，开心最重要。不管喜不喜欢现在的生活，还是尽量珍惜比较好。

我以为，我还挺了解什么是孔子的“中庸之道”。可是，忘了听到了什么，我才发现自己其实根本不明白它的真缔。做什么事都要有个平衡、看人看事，也应该尽量保持一个平衡的观点。不是说要坐视不理，也不是不要有个人立场，而是尽量为他人着想，对双方观点都有个了解。这样，如果必须作出判断，至少决定也许可以更公平、理性一点吧？

其实我也不清楚我在说什么，或是要表达什么。
都说是胡言乱语了。

《太多》-陈绮贞

喜欢一个人孤独的时刻

但不能喜欢太多

在地铁站或美术馆

孤独像睡眠一样喂养我

以永无止境的堕落

需要音乐取暖

喜欢一个人孤独的时刻

但不能喜欢

太多

○●○●○●

喜欢一个喝着红酒的女孩

在下雨音乐奏起的时候

把她送上铁塔

给全世界的人写明信片

像一只鸟在最高的地方

歌声嘹亮

喜欢一个喝着红酒的女孩

但不能喜欢

太多

○●○●○●

喜欢一个阳光照射的角落

但不能喜欢太多

是幼稚园的小朋友

笑声像睡眠一样打扰我

我们轻轻的挥一挥手

凝结照片的伤口

我喜欢一个阳光照射的角落

但不能喜欢太多

喜欢一个人孤独的时刻

但不能喜欢

太多

S.H.E Ella's new EP - In Memory of her dog 蔷蔷

The first time I listened to it I almost cried...

《薔薔》
词曲：Ella


還記得妳喜歡咬著我的手

然後給我妳嘴裡的球

要我陪妳玩丟丟



妳喜歡我摸摸妳的小耳朵

窩在我的身旁

沒有煩憂

在夢裡遨遊



好狗狗 好狗狗

謝謝妳陪媽咪這麼久

妳並沒有離開我

是搬到天堂生活



薔薔 妳要記得我

妳不要走丟

快快找到天使

在天堂給我 (們) 保佑

薔薔 不要忘了我

還有親愛的阿姨叔叔和妳的朋友

妳永遠活在記憶中


薔薔 謝謝妳

Back to normal.. hee

I'm quite surprised that there are actually quite a number of friends who read my blog. Thank you! :D

I should be fine I guess. Just that I'm still a little bit 'snappy' sometimes (according to my friend who will ask me to control my emotions/temper sometimes when I get a little worked up when I talk. But I thought I just react and speak a little too fast and higher pitch only..oops..)

I guess my friend is right. I'm uncomfortable with myself all the while. So now I am trying to like myself more and learn to get used to myself and the things that I do. Ultimately, I'm just an ordinary girl leading an ordinary life, so why be so harsh on myself? I should be more contented. I have the love from my family and friends; I am healthy; I am physically normal; and most importantly, I am able to live a normal life, which is good life in fact. =) What more could I ask for?

I just hope that, the next time my mood goes down again like that, I will be able to control my thinking and direct them to the positive side, so that I can be OK faster and strengthen myself for the greater challenges ahead! These challenges are never-ending, thus must perk up in order to fight! =D Hoo-Hah!!

为何我的脑袋总是不能安静下来?

我又再钻牛角尖了。

很讨厌这样的自己。可是回想起过去，我发现我一直都在钻牛角尖，从来没有停止过，只是平时因为要面对很多更重要的东西，所以暂时阁下，逼自己不去想它。我怎么钻牛角尖？举个例子：我从来都受不了自己的字迹(handwriting, 不知道这个中文名称对不对），从来都不喜欢。其实我小时候还有个很奇怪的兴趣，只要是我认为是漂亮的字，我就会去模仿，所以我的handwriting一直在改变，可是从来就没有人说过什么。到了中学，这个情况有了‘好转’。我还是很想把字写得漂亮些，可是我总是不满意，而且过了一阵子，又会回到难看的字迹。这个问题一直缠着我，到现在还是。

我是很奇怪吧？

我也是一个集中力超无敌不足的人。一篇reading我可以读很久很久，就是因为我不能专心，所以我也不喜欢看书。心思总是飘忽不定。脑袋里随时都可以'pop'出各种东西，什么怪念头都可以随时随地出没。问题是，该想的东西，我不想。不该想的，我偏爱想。欠扁吧？

不能集中，所以才会钻牛角尖，妨碍我做事。偏偏我属牛，固执得很。被人讲了几百次，被自己训了上万次，这个死脑袋还是听不进去。

我甚至考虑过，应该看个什么心理医生之类的。哈哈。

有人说我善解人意，我想是因为我老爱羡慕别人的缘故造成的。总是只看到和羡慕别人的好，看轻了自己。为别人想，是因为不想把别人想得那么坏。

我总爱羡慕别人有坚定的信念、知道自己未来要做什么、有伟大的梦想、有漂亮的字迹、有漂亮的脸蛋、聪明的头脑、数不完啊。都是因为我很在意别人怎么看我。我可不可以不要去在乎别人怎么看我？
可是如果别人也是不在乎外人怎么看他们，那为何要把自己打扮得那么好看？为什么会有好胜心的存在？为什么要做些什么事来证明自己（给别人看）？可是为什么他们又好像不被我所烦恼的事情给困扰？还是因为他们只是选择不谈，而我却笨笨地把自己摊开来让人看得一清二楚？

看得出平时的我其实有那么烦恼吗？应该不难看出吧？认为我是‘key siao’了吗？钻牛角尖到很严重hor? 可是我从小到大都是这样啊。

That's why I am confused. Very confused. I thought I am ok already, but it came back to me again...
Why am I not as smart and as hardworking as some people? Why am I like that? I feel like an immature teenager who is at the stage of self-doubt, still searching for one's own identity...But I thought I had found it..

What are my goals? What are my dreams? I don't know. Why am I so damn lazy???
Joyce said Geminis are very lazy people, and I realised it is true...I am always trying to find an easy way out, not wanting to think hard enough about my work, my studies, just wanting to get things over and done with. Having interest in NOTHING...probably except singing...but I don't even really work towards developing my singing skills or what...anyway come on, my voice is not even unique, it can be found anywhere on the streets...

I hate myself for not working towards any goals, or to even set a goal at least...I hate myself more for complaining, and in the end not doing anything... I might as well should just go and die..(don't worry I won't commit suicide) Sorry, I do have very negative thoughts occasionally...but the lazy me won't fulfil these thoughts either.. :)

我知道每个人都不一样，也知道人比人，气死人，也知道自己有自己的优缺点。我都知道。但是我摆脱不了这个啰唆的脑袋。

视线越来越模糊，眼皮越来越重。可是我想清醒。That is why I want to "Free my mind forever".

I am abnormal... :S

Sick... :S

It's been a long time since I last blog...oops...busy with studies...presentation...choir, etc...

And I'm sick..got gastric flu...so many people fall sick nowadays, after Shu Qiu, it's Yiing Yng, and now it's my turn!

Got gastric flu..vomitted and diarrhoea...when I was in school somemore! Luckily I managed to rush to the toilet before I dirty the Central Library... :S
I thought I was going to faint anytime..
My dad came to fetch me home and I slept for 2 hours..Friday is gone lidat..and I didn't get to do much readings..haiz..

Let photos do the talking..hee

Ok I know the photo is blur etc...anyway that's Aaron Kwok! Irene, Hiany and I were at PS buying dinner while we caught him having an autograph session for his upcoming concert! Not much publicity made lidat... Anyway we went to watch Hairspray that day!(That's why buy dinner in to watch and eat...haha) Nice show! Go watch if you haven't! The songs are nice! :D


Went for choir...we're supposed to perform at "AMK Hospital" (The hospital changed it's name but I forgot what isit called..haha) for the old patients...
Poor Liping is sick but she still turned up for the event...

Sun was Amore Women's Day Out! YY and I went to Takashimaya for the Dance Beat session..haha..MTV and Hip Hop Dance! I can't dance for goodness sake...CMI...but it's fun anyway! After that we went to shop around...and YY spent a lot again! wahaha..oops...haha...oh..and YY became my 'gf' le! I'm her honey 'bf'..liping sure sing Hua Xin to me again liao..so many girlfriends...haha...but I feel more like a mother to them sometimes..LOL..

Oh...another thing..Irene and I saw the lecturer of our breadth module "Introduction to E-Commerce" at Mini Toons at Marina Square last night!
Damn cute rite? haha...oops...very mean...but she really looks and sounds like a chipmunk! Very cute lor...


She asked who's using Ipod during lecture and my itchy hands just went up in the air...s***, then the chipmunk came approaching me and asked me why I use Ipod... *throw face*